Ok, one last one. Remember this? This is the very first song you hinted me when you’ve started to fall head over heels for me but you were being completely in denial. :) I didn’t know why you sent me this, what was this got to do with you or me or us. But finally I understood. You loved me, didn’t you? You still do, don’t you? :’) my iTunes shuffled the playlist and turned this song on. And I was shaking, smiling (no doubt) remembering those days. Yeah, those were the days.. :| a year ago.

We went through ups and downs, and I’m thankful you were still there. =) you’ve never given up on me right until now, I assume dear? You’ve always believed I can do almost everything that I myself couldn’t believe that I can do it. Miracle. You’re an angel. My angel. 

I’m like a child just born yesterday. Life seems so new to me. But you still believe I’m strong to make it till the end. Maybe I am. But I won’t be able to forget you, I know. I don’t have to promise you, you know you occupy my mind almost all the time. And my heart. =) you’ve filled them with joy and love, happiness and never ending courage and strength. You’re my savior. 

I’ll always pray for your happiness in times to come. You deserve better.. :’( I wish that place is for me, I thought I’d be the best for you. Guess, we’re not fated. =)

Lastly, I’ll carry your last 3 sentences with me in my entire life. That you love me so much, that you don’t want this to happen and you will not forget me til the end. :)

Yours.

Soldier, Babykins, Munchkins, Mok, Syg, Tayang, B, BB, Bby, Baby,  Dear, Dearie, and

Fad. :)